tag:03e42a.blog.co.uk,2009-11-11:/MokoFeed2009-11-11T16:00:58+01:00tag:03e42a.blog.co.uk,2008-03-15:/2008/03/15/human-with-a-heart-3883813/fimofan2008-03-15T21:00:11+01:002008-03-15T21:00:11+01:00 <p>Is there anyone out there in a similar situation to me.<br> Im a 42 year old Mum. I feel like I just exist in a bubble trying to please people and getting know where.<br> Before you think this is a sob story, I am a positive , optimistic person but Im also realistic and realise Ive allowed my life to become like this.<br> I work full time in education which I really enjoy. I have 2 lovely daughters . My partner who also works full time spends most of the weekend either watching t.v, playing on the xbox or generally doing very little else. Hes a loving Dad but if I dont pay him enough attention he sulks and doesnt talk to me for weeks.<br> Yes you must think Im soft and a push over. Im not I just leave him to it. I just realised the other day Id got so used to this way of life its become the norm. I look forward to him going away on business or fishing trips just so I can be myself again .<br> Ive never had an affair and yet sometimes I think If the opportunity was there I would even though I know its wrong<br> Whats a girl to do? </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://03e42a.blog.co.uk/2008/03/15/human-with-a-heart-3883813/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>